Fakeness

I hate fake people with fake smiles
Your lil fakeness can only last for awhile.
You think you got me fooled cause I let you slide
You'd see jokes on you if you'd only open your eyes.
Keep believing the hype, hiding behind the lies
When the Truth is told I hope you'll survive.
In the meantime relax, and enjoy the ride
When its over you'll still have your fake smiles.

Today is like no other...

As I sit here typing for the first time on blogger.com, I can har my moms voice saying nothing worth having ever comes easy. I've been meaning to give this a try for sometinme now but never had to motivation to get up and do it. Finally! Here i am. Its been a long journey to where I am now...which feels like no where most of the time. Most days I convince myself that I am going to get to where ever it is I am headed in life but by the end of said day I am not sure exactly where it is I am trying to go. For the past year or so my life has been in limbo, just kind of drifting aimlessly. During the span the only constant in my life has been change. I've had so many things taken away from me that now I try not to get attached to anything. I firmly believe that everything comes to an end. EVERYTHING. And no I am not a pesimis, quite the opposite actually, but I am a realist. I've learn that reality doesn't cease just because you are having a bad day or lost something close to you. Life goes on.